I don’t know what it is, but lately…maybe the last few weeks, I have been quite tired. I can’t really pinpoint whether or not it is actually physical or mental, but I just can’t seem to motivate myself to do a whole outside of the day to day.
Maybe that means I am clinically depressed or something. It runs in the family so I am not going to immediately discount that idea, but I suspect that it is just standard apathy. I use that as an excuse a lot. Most people aren’t really happy and I am sure from time to time I fit that mold. I am not devastatingly upset at life though.
I have a lot of good things going for me, I have a nice job and a wonderful girlfriend. My friends aren’t really around as much as I would like right now, but I understand that everyone has things to do, summers can be full of vacations and stuff.
I just really wanted to take a second to write down a blog so everyone can empathize and feel a bit better about anything that is happening right now that sucks. I am right there with you, so don’t fret.
Just buy something, it works for me sometimes. Though I have a PS3, season tickets to the Royals and a 3G iphone and I still am anxious and worry a lot. I just don’t worry about finding my way around without a map, not drinking a beer and seeing home runs or watching movies in a degraded quality. I got those things covered!
